As you lay your weary head down to sleep and are most honest in the darkest moments don’t you whisper pleadings to the unknown answer to a question? Was I right? What should I do now? ETC. We all whisper to the night things we want answers to but what if we don’t know the question? What then! I have not had a question to seek in a while now. I don’t know if it is because I no longer question my place in life. Or if my goals are all set in place. I feel lost so many times and don’t know what I am doing. I still know what will happen will happen. I try not to worry about it. But don’t we all have some deep desire to have some life altering question answered? What happens when we don’t have that question to ask?
Beyond these things that plague me I have the most interesting dreams. I dreamed that a group of people were staying at a hotel. Two of them were my siblings and the other ones I don’t know really who they were but belonged to family friends. Well we waited in an airport terminal to get into a pool. I was in a swim suit and the rest were waiting to get theirs from an our lost parents. The security kept eyeing us. Then I woke up with a Ricky Martin song playing in my head. Yes I need help.