Frustrated

I have started this post a few times and then delete it half way through. Like when you start righting a text that is thought out and detailed and half way through you give up the will to live. I am not in the best mental space right now. Two days with no sleep then last night I slept a little but there were so many interruptions. You ever so tired that you get frustrated that you can’t sleep and then you are angry all day. Yup, that’s me right now. I was going to go work out and move around like a good person but, even after a short pep talk, couldn’t bring myself to do anything. That it totally my mental spot right now. Just F*ck It.

On a side note, my mom will be here next week. Actually a week from Saturday. When will I learn that anything involving my mom will always be stressful? Every individual planned moment was a stressful issue that took at least 3 phone calls and ending with me saying, “Just get it done, Mom.” And maybe hanging up and blaming it on bad cell service. One day I will learn or at least remember that it is always going to be a nightmare.

I am trying to come up with a positive note to end on and… nope nothing. I will find a happy picture on the internet instead.

This is what I found!

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This picture makes me happy.

P.S. I have changed the random banners on my blog page. I took all those pictures, except, of course, the one I am in.

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Author: StarOfGrace

Hello, how are you? I never know what to put in this spot. I turned 30 this last year (2015) and moved three times. I enjoy moving and normally do so every 3-5 years; sometimes less. I love to travel, read, be outdoors, watch movies, cooking, drinking, meeting new people. I am always up for a new adventure. I work in Law Enforcement and it keep me very busy. I have two wonderful cats that sometimes tell me that I do ok as a pet momma. If you are curious about anything just ask! Thank you Ester

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